I'm doing some Whumptober and I am disappointed in myself for not being able to make all of them match 100fandom prompts too though I have managed one :) I am in fact pleased with myself for pushing out of my comfort zone and writing - and posting, importantly - fic I wanted to read but it didn't exist so I wrote it. And by positing it in some way saying I'm not ashamed of writing the thing.
(I write a ton of hurt/comfort but there are certain things that hit my own kinks so much I get embarrassed and I'm trying to get past that.)